Tuesday, August 2, 2011

You must be a Masochist for falling for me

Take a chance:
I have been very pesamistic through out the last year. It is no lie that my marriage made me believe all men are liars and annd in-laws will be judmental brats. However somehow out of the blue in walks this great man. Now dont go telling him that I am saying this. But I really think he is sweet and I catch myself imagining my future with him in it. Dont worry I am not gonna run off and get engaded..... lol and if I do I would like a 5 year engagement... at least :)
Nah on a serious note.... I moved on a long time ago from my ex husband... but then was ppoled into a life of seriel dating and flings. I ran away the second a guy acted attached. I have thought about running this time. honestly it crosses my mind once a day. But some force keeps pulling me back. Maybe its those green eyes or his huge smile. I like this one. He is special. He treats me great and misses me and wants to be near me. And I hope he also imagines his future with me. I think we could have many adventures together.