Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Selfish or smart?

I have learned about someone being pregnant every week for the last month. Seriously I can name 6 People expecting right now. It makes me wonder, why am I not wanting to settle down and start a family. I mean after all I am 27 years old and living in the top baby making state.

Is something wrong with me? I think I am just affraid, Honestly I dont trust anyone. Deep down I Dont believe love can last that long. And I would never want to be a single parent. Just because I love you now and melt when I see your smile and can shut my eyes and picture a life with you does not mean it will happen. Who knows where we will be in 1 year... 5 years... or 15 years. I am not even in a relationship where having children is a discusion. I guess I am just on the outside looking in and thinking "whats the whole fuss about?" I mean seriously are havinf kids so great. Parents... do you ever wish you could take a month off. Travel the world. Go shopping. Sleep through the night. Is being a parent really worth it? I know kids are a blessing, bla bla bla. I love all my friends kids. But I want to see the world. I want to go to museums, and art shows, I want to be able to buy a new pair of shoes when I want. I want to have alone time with my partner. I want to look sexy in a dress.
I guess if money was not a problem, and I had a loyal steady partner, and I could garentee my baby was a beautiful little genius with tan skin and light eyes... Then i would totally have a baby. I would even have two. lol.
According to a online quiz:
You are 67% ready for a baby!
You are in a situation where you could have a baby relatively comfortably in the relatively near future. Your situation in life is good and you are in a good position to welcome a new person into your life.
By the way... Dont freak out... I am just being funny, I am not actually thinking about having a baby :)